AME TV Series...

My Schedule:
1, Lost Season 5 (Jan. 2009) *Super Wanted*
2, 24 Season 7 (Jan. 2009) *Super Wanted*
3, 30 Rock
4, Heros
5, Supernatural
6, Ugly Betty
7, The rest of Prison Break Season 4

All right! I'll go after all of those ones when I return! I love AME TV Series

Photo Painting...

lil-party b4 Golden Eagle went 2 USA. Guess where I am?

Definition Of Me...

Me behind all hazel walls, surrounded by silence itself.
Squatting on quiet foundation, Waiting for dark redemption.

All right. Just conceptionally describing , not virtually.

Theory of Struggler...

The way 2 success ain't that easy to be found, n during this whole process Im kinda getting 2 know the ropes a lil bit that if u r not that irreplaceable, u r definitely NOT gonna make it. The day u really think that u have it in u n u really do, the day u r already dope!

Im always self-confident, positive. Surely I believe me myself n I'll find that way 2 success out some day in the future. As I said, life is a struggle n Im a life-struggler. Just keep it up!

What's Going On?

I can't help asking myself a same question, that is "What is going on in this world?" The effect of the subcrime mortgage crisis is just like a catastrophe raging over the whole world. Every lil things that we used 2 consider as "piece of cake" seems like a BIG obstacle sticking in front of us.

Im just wondering that under this kinda circumstance, what do we do 2 handle this? to make all of this up? Be good, Do right. Maybe this is the only way outta the mess.

Moving...

Me n my bro gotta switch the place where we live in now cuz it's a lil bit expensive that we kinda can't afford. Im crossing my fingers that everything is gonna be fine.

Amen!

Complex Emotion...

There is sth I want so bad but I gotta tell myself to control my eagerness in order to relieve the pain after I fall off the anticipation stage. I dunno. Maybe I should take it easy just like what I always say to some other guys but I just can't do it. It's like there is a lil monster out there in my heart, and I can't help catching him cuz if I don't do that, my interior landscape will be all eaten up by him. Also maybe I should low down my anticipation a lil bit cuz if sth really belong to me, it never run away, but if not, I just can't see it even it's exactly near 2 me.

Life's full of unexposed secrets that await u to open up. Maybe the one u want is just lying in the next secret box that u r gonna open up. Keep tying! Don't lose ur heart. Man! U'll eventually make it.

Self-catering

Self-catering is awesome! Yummy food r all by my own hands! lol! Sense of accomplishment is in me la! :0

Impulse...

I ain't had this kinda feeling for a long time that Im so willing 2 buy a real book in hand. I could call it impulse but that's cool anyway.

I like this book named "Currency Wars" by Song Hongbin. It's just like a huge hidden ice burg being emerged outta the surface of the economy water. The world economics is not as simple as ordinary people think it 2 be. These economy policies n rules r the most confidential stuff of a nation, untold stories n mysterious black walls r all over the place where u just canNOT find.

There r still too many questions 2 be answered. Let's just go n see.

Doing 9 to 5...

925,925,925... If u read these kinda numbers individually, it doesn't mean anything. But related 2 working stuff, this is totally a rule, regulation, restriction or sth. Well, u guys know quite well about it, right? It's 9 o'clock A.M. to 5 o'clock P.M. specifically in working area.

Yes, it indeed is a brand-new life for me n Im pretty sure that I could make it perfectly. But here is a collision that I can't balance my working time n spare time well cuz u know, it's a huge drop which compares ur spare time back 2 collage life with those in 925 life. At the beginning, I can't accustom 2 it n I felt like my world is crashing down n I was pretty exhausted. When I arrived home, I couldn't help falling down onto my bed n went asleep ASAP. I ain't got sufficient time 2 do whatever I like 2, just leaving me a small handful of time 2 SLEEP! Man! it's really a HUGE drop!

But actually, I've been through that kinda unbearable period that Im not able 2 do sth I like 2. Still, Im doing 925 but what the difference is that I gradually accustom 2 it n I could arrange my time properly. Thing r getting better, I ain't felt that exhausted no more, instead of that, Im energetic 2 face whatever comes in front of me. That's exactly what I wanna see. I've eventually been through that transitional awful time. Bingo!

Snow Dance...

Nov. 18th 2008-Snowing Day. Sth occurred 2 me when I was on the way 2 work on bus that I'd had an Internet ID named "Snow Dance" as I was watching snow flying bravely through mighty strong wind. It's beautiful, u know, n it's just like they were dancing out there n cheering that they'd finally got freedom of their own. They've been stuck in the middle of sky n waited for that "release point". Once started, they released themselves as long-caged animals would do.

Seems like I've got freedom too. Although tired as I am, hard like it always be, I eventually have freedom that I can be totally on my own, which I think it's cool cuz I don't wanna give my parents extra weight any more. I like this kinda feeling, get paid by my own hands. I believe that I can make it one day, I can achieve my goals step by step in years 2 come.

Away From the GIANT World...

I said that I'll keep all of u guys out there updated everyday but apparently, I ain't able 2 realize that kinda "dream" cuz I ain't have internet access back 2 where I live n during the busy working time, I ain't around the PC. So, that's just the way it is! It's just kinda like Im away from the GIANT world, United World, I dunno.

I'll do the best that I can 2 take good care of my "mini harbor". God bless me.

The Dandelion's Growing-up Ceremony...

Preface: Like a dandelion, my growing-up ceremony has come beside me. Time for me 2 fly n find out where in the world I belong.

In a new apartment is already a grown-up me. This is a sign, a milestone of the growing-up ceremony which represents that Im gonna start a brand-new life from the scratch. Life consists of thorn n honey from which u'll never know u r gonna get. But as for me, I'll say that Im NOT afraid of any unknown upcoming stuff cuz I do believe that I have it in me n as long as I have this faith, I can finally make it. I'll get more honey than thorn, totally.

PS: My whole family's got situation from 2008 on, I love my parents, I love my family. I'll get through all things with them together. Mom&Dad, just take good care of urselves especially ur health, there is nothing more important than this. The last word Im gonna say here is BELIEVE. Everything is gonna be all right.

Vivid Lesson...

"If there is someone out there guiding u all the way 2 the light, u'll never be in the dark." Yes, this is obviously correct. I did experience this today n Im gonna say, "Sister GAO, I do worship u! There's nothing more 2 say but the powerful execution." U taught me a vivid lesson today n I'd learnt tremendously a lot from it. Thank u.

I know u r like that kinda person who is always giving others the cold side of ur personalities. But actually u ain't like the person others thought u 2 be. U r like cold outside 2 someone new or not that familiar but warm inside 2 those well-known ones.

Well, anyway, I thank u for what U'd taught me n Im'ma keep experiencing n obtaining.

I Gotta Keep It Up...

I almost lose my initiative 2 log on n keep my "mini harbor" updated cuz I feel sorta tired n the supply of electricity had been cut off. Reasonably, it's the right time for me 2 go 2 bed n have a nice sleep but the moment when I realize that my "mini harbor" ain't been updated, decisively, I open up my laptop n log on Blogger n start 2 write today's journal, umm... , diary, 2 be more exact.

Sometimes, maybe just a lil bit persistence, just hold on one more time, one more second, minute, hour, day, year... Things won't be like what it'd be. So, every time u come across this kinda situation, call ur persistence up n he's definitely help u outta there n get exactly what u want.

Melancholy Doggy...

This is a snapshot desplayed on the screen of my office computer.

Cool. huh? This dog seems a lil melancholy n he's just like thinking about something or somebody like his GF.

:-D

Me Surrounded...

Puff... Seems like today is the Bachelor's Day but Im kinda in a different situation cuz Im like surrounded by a bunch of ladies. No kidding, there is just one man-me in that office, surrounded are nearly all ladies. U may probably say that Im the happiest man ever in the world. Yeah, maybe but they are like my big sisters n teach me a lot about what I needa learn. Really gotta thank them for what they've done 2 me.

Anyway, it's cool. I like them(not that kind) n the atmosphare all around the office. I've a good start I guess, so just need a lil bit persistence. Be good do right!

Busy Running...

At the beginning, I gotta say that I love this kinda feeling that always keeps me on the run, emptiness seems like shadow dark under the sunlight. Here, I ain't got that many 2 say though it's my first working day. It's kinda mixed emotion. One is that life ain't that easy as we thought n the other one is that the sense of accomplishment is exactly what I want n long for. And I've been tryna do everything better when I do my job.

This is me, kinda like perfectionist but I know things ain't that easy as I thought them 2 be, there is a long way 2 go. Keep doing, Man! Every Empire Building starts from the foundation, just tryna make my foundation the most solid one ever in the world. :-D

Inspirational Statement...

Dude! This'll be a crucial & memorable moment cuz tomorrow Im gonna officially do my internship job. Once a life-time experience is about 2 come.

So, I'll proclaim that Im gonna pull all my strength in his n exert myself in doing what Im gonna do in the days, weeks, months 2 come.

My "Real-Man" time is eventually coming on his way. Yeah, C'mon! Unknown future! Bring it on!

Memory Fragments...

Accidentally, I've got a QQ group message from that "long-time ago" elementary school group. Honestly, I ain't recognize most of them but uh... I don't know... It's just... I don't know how 2 express that kinda feeling outta my inner "Notion Spreader".

Memories' fading away its original temperature, leaving all things behind but fragments which I feel hard 2 pick up, while walking alone along the memory river. Emotion's been smashed 2 pieces by a backward glance of those broken segments of my heart , so-called strong outward appearance covered by bitter sentimentality still holds on 2 the end.

Sentimentality continues, life also moves on. With Time passing by, fragments've gone away.

Idealist...

Im uh sorta depressed. I dunno. Just wanna say that we this generation r kinda like Idealists. The real world we r gonna face 2 is sooooooooooo cruel, hard, merciless or sth. We always have nasty issues to think or care about cuz u r not officially on ur own. Bitter laughter is hanging around my mouth, Im like totally petrified. I can't do a single thing 2 smile. I just can't do that. Im under a kinda like biggest pressure of cruel life which makes me feel outta breath. I hate that, I hate that from the bottom of my heart.

I gotta struggle, just like what I'd written in my former journal, Im a life struggler. If I don't do that, Im gonna be washed outta the living stream forever, which I really don't wanna see.

"It's the survival of the fittest" I ain't compromise. Im'ma keep struggling 2 the end. I believe that I could finally make it. Just remember that life can't be easy for everyone.

I MUST STRUGGLE N DON'T BE AN IDEALIST, THERE IS ALWAYS REALITY, NOT IDEALISM.

Weather Changes...

Winter's gonna come on its way. Winter in Dalian is sorta nasty cuz the freezing wind is gonna drive u crazy n make u have this kinda feeling that u wanna migrate 2 the south n never come back.

Am I a migratory bird? I dunno.

Time 2 Hit The Road...

Me n one of my dorm mates were talking about renting an apartment in the downtown area. As for me, the moment when the final exam is over, it is already the time 2 hit the road to that genuine, cruel, merciless society (This maybe a lil extreme, but it's true).

Luckily, I've got an internship job n there is, I think, a huge space for me 2 cultivate my abilities, I mean, almost all kinds of fields that relevant 2 what I've learned on campus. That's exactly what I've been thinking n longing for. That's cool, I mean, this is just a good start that makes half of success.

Yeah. Still, C'mon Man! lil-V, u can do it. Just go ahead n do whatever u set ur mind 2.

I ain't like that way...

I just wanna write this page in order 2 release my anger. I didn't wanna see red but u made me feel like Im just an idiot who has NO IDEA about how 2 comfort people, which is totally untrue. And I do hate that kinda thing that I have good intention 2 help u but u just think that Im bad-tempered n not willing 2 help. What is this like? An old Chinese proverb "Lv Dongbin bitten by insane dog, warm heart put out by cold u". That's just exactly what Im gonna say. This is just it.

I swear 2 god that "*******************************************" . Yeah, this is a secret but Im sure that that day will finally come. Time will tell.

American Dream...

Barack Obama, Black, African American, 47 years old, rising star from American underclass, NOW is the president of United States. He is the first black American president ever n he is a perfect example of fulfilling that all-known American Dream.

As far as I know and the media has reported, Barack Obama was a punk n an addict of drugs n alcohol when he was in his teenager time. But Dude! Can u imagine that about 30 years later, this man will be the president of United States of America? And can u still imagine that this kinda situation is gonna happen in China? Yeah, U'll surely say, "Man! U gotta be kidding me!" Yeah, I guess I do. :-D

But when we look at this phenomenon from a different perspective, it ain't hard 2 find that the United States is a country that includes every single tiny element whether it's good or not. All he cares is what u'll bring 2 America. In addition, Obama was indeed an outstanding student back 2 campus time n his talents r unquestionable. Great eloquence, charming appearance, energetic body etc. r his aces of winning the Election. He is definitely a representative, an idol, a milestone of American Dream. He gave us a rule that as long as u r diligent, self-determined, u can do whatever u set ur mind 2, no matter what sorta guy u used 2 be. Obama is this kinda guy who will bring changes 2 the whole nation from his sophisticated underclass experience n I hope those changes would really give America hope n make them look forward toward life.

the Curtain Call...

Till now, my university life officially goes 2 the end. It is the past tense n Im'ma call it extraordinary memory which is sooooooo unforgettable n precious 2 me. If Im'ma write what exactly I'd been through on campus, I highly doubt that I'll finish this journal by tomorrow. As a whole, I reaaaaaaaally had been through A LOT n this campus means A LOT 2 me cuz It changes me, no... maybe I can say that I've been transformed on this campus. Well, that would be a long long story 2 tell. LOL. :-P

At the beginning, I do wanna write something about my the campus life I've been through but umm... I kinda hesitated cuz it's just my precious n extraordinary experience. I should keep it on the bottom of my heart, but that doesn't mean that Im not willing 2 share with u guys out here, just like what Andy said in the "Shawshank Redemption" "There are places that aren't made out of stone. There is something inside that they can't get to... that they can't touch... It's yours." I mean, this is the place in my heart n its owner's name is Vidron Hsu.

Old saying as it is. "Life still continues, no matter what n who u r." C'mon! lil-V.

Lost Opportunities...

HR, TNT sent me a message via cell phone that I could attend their recruiting lecture while I was reviewing on my course in the library. But there is a 100% complete collision between the lecture and a course exam at 1:00 Pm on 5th Nov cuz I have 2 take the major course exam at 1:30PM! Dude! That reaaaaaally annoys me. I'll watch this precious hard won opportunity slipping away from me without doing anything. I reaaaaally hate myself but I reaaaaally can't do a thing to handle this cuz I can't fail in the final exam. This is just it. Period!

Anyway, this is called lost opportunity. And I don't expect 2 experience this kinda situation again. So Now, Im saying that Im gonna grab every opportunity flying in front of me in the future. I WON'T lose them AGAIN!

Losing opportunities equals losing rights 2 get a better life. We all better believe it.

Plan...

Life in reality without a plan equals ship on sea without a navigator. It'll be so easy 2 get lost n hard 2 be back 2 where u were originally.

Recently, I've been thinking a lot about MY FUTURE PLAN. I don't want that kinda thing happen 2 me cuz Im a positive, active, aggressive, ambitious man, if I wanna survive from this cruel society u named, I gotta always have plans which r 2 arrange everything thoughtfully, try 2 avoid some thorny problems, execute them step by step etc. just like I always do.

I'll graduate from university in 8 months, there'll be an internship course college demands us 2 do, which will last about 6 months. Im pondering what I should do in this period?

1, Have a review on my major courses which I think is one of my priorities cuz probably, no, definitely in an interview, the interviewer will ask me some questions about my specialized knowledge n skills. If I can't answer most of them or my answers r not so satisfying, I just get a FAT chance to get the job that I want. So this is serious, I ain't take it for granted. I'll work on it absolutely.

2, Learn a second foreign language. Here is a point, which language should I choose 2 learn? I thought about Japanese, German, French, Korean etc. I finally decided 2 learn Japanese cuz u know, the movies, games, appliances that we r seeing, playing or using now r made in Japan to some extent. I just would like 2 learn it cuz of my interest not something about exams, better chance 2 get a job or some other things.

3, Exert myself in doing my internship n trying everything that I could to experience as much as I can. This is 100% imperative and crucial. I've been 2 some job hunting markets where I found that it's harder for one without relevant experience 2 get a superior job than a person who has related experience. Language advantage is one half of the job hunting sky even if I've already had it in me, experience is like the other half which I can't miss cuz if I miss this half, there'll be a scary hell above my head instead of a beautiful sunny sky.

4, ... 5, ... 6, ... To Be Continued...

Oh My Blogger...

Oh my Blogger! U r sooooo sweet and human-based n templates r the most incredible thing I've ever seen in here.

Dude! All kinds of individual styles n pics that I could use here r cool. Dig u up!

Something about the Bretton Woods System...

To someone who r not so familiar with the Bretton Woods System, I now can tell u that this system is the most unreasonably mighty economy one that controls the world economic backbone.

Bretton Woods System is one system that links US dollars n gold; the us dollars exchange rate to other currencies all around the world together. The equation is like this: 1 ounce gold equals 35 US dollars; every country's exchange rate to the US dollars r the international rules n standardization.

After the subprime mortgage crisis has happened in the united states, the US government pulled all of their strength to establish a rescue plan that 700 billion us dollars will be used in rescuing the investment companies, real estate, commercial banks, insurance industries. But recently, the GM enterprise has applied the alms about 5 billion dollars from the government just because their relationships r kinda "intimate" enough to get the subsidy n this is totally outta the rescuing range cuz mobile vehicle industry ain't on the list of conducting rescuing project. So here is a bad start, if GM could get exactly what he needs from the government cuz of the "relationship" stuff, why couldn't other industries close to the US government enough get the subsidy? So there will be a crucial point out there that is 700 billion us dollars definitely can't meet the domestic demand. According 2 the authority's conservative estimate, it is NOT hard to break through 2000 billion us dollars to save the enterprises in the united states. How they get the extra 1200 billion dollars could be the question we'd like 2 ask.

Of course, they r gonna grab this "Bretton Woods System" opportunity and make full use of it by issuing more national debt and the strongest, worst one: changing the exchange rate. The domestic financial crisis will be transferred to other countries of the world n the USA will benefit A LOT after they've changed the exchange rate to other currencies like Euro, RMB, Yen etc. because of following 4 reasons:

1, After the US dollars exchange rate has been increased, more countries will buy more American national debt n that will help the united states change the domestic dollars' fluidity n make it move a lil bit faster.

2, To avoid the panic selling of the US national debt cuz the exchange rate has been increased, they've got more valuable money in hand. Why do they wanna sell? On the other hand, it is absolutely good for USA.

3, After the American domestic crisis past gradually, the crisis will get stronger in other countries like China, Japan, Korea etc. The assets in these countries will be much cheaper than they were b4. Because USA has increased its exchange rate n make us dollars stronger in the world economy, with time passing by, the domestic economy will restore itself. So when that kinda phenomenon's happened, USA could purchase the cheap properties in other crisis-striking countries all around the world.

4, As we all know, the MOST important international Ocean transportation index-Baltic Freight Index will be affected by the exchange rate. With the exchange rate from Euro to US dollars going down gradually, the price of the cargo will be decreased sharply. Then it's time for USA to stretch his immoral hand to this area. They'll take this "low price" advantage to purchase more n more raw materials, cargo, commodities etc.

Well, after writing so many words down, I feel like the most important thing us countries could do is establish a new global economic system to change the contemporary situation. US dollars can't be the BOSS no more. Let's just hope that day will finally come.

PS: 100% original by Me--- lil-V

Sleepology...

Well, JJ Lim's recently released his new album-"Sixology" which I think is cool enough. RnB, semi-hip hop n some other styles r really nice 2 me, especially a song named "I still miss her" which is soooooooooo awesome that I can't help listening all the time.

Words get around, Sleepology is definitely what I create for my kinda "phenomenon" that sleep, after I drink some milk, is like an anaesthetic hammer knocking on my head n making it feels like a lullaby resounding in my brain, "It's time 2 sleep, it's time 2 sleep", my eyelids get heavier n heavier. It totally beats me down in the end. And that's exactly what Im facing now! Cuz after I paste this journal, Im'ma roll into my bed n dream about Mr. Zhou whom all Chinese folks r familiar with.

PS: No Nightmare! Just Sweet Dreams! Hope Ya'll out there could have a nice sleep!

Im pondering...

Actually, I think this place is the one that I could write down exactly what I thought on my mind. But there is a kinda like collision between Chinese n English, Formal words n abbreviations. Im kinda confused here.

Yeah, Im absolutly 100 percent original Chinese n I ain't been 2 any foreign countries b4, so that means I SHOULD write in Chinese. But U know what? There's always a moment when I think that I could express my views or thoughts or some other things in a better way. That's English. Is that Kinda weird? Cuz Im Chinese n without a doubt I gotta speak Mandarin. I dunno, I reaaaally don't know what 2 choose. So just stuck in here n leaving all trivialities behind cuz this is my zone! I could do whatever I like 2. Yeah. It's better 4 me 2 do that. I choose what I like.

All right. Personally speaking, abbreviations r cool. But In a formal letter, I can't write like this. So here is the collision. Which way should I choose? Im pondering.

Time Format...

There gotta be some time format problems in the blog. Cuz I pasted the first journal on 2nd Nov. but it just turned out 2 be 1st Nov.??!! It's definitely not my fault, so errrr.. I dunno. None of my business. I just wanted 2 speak this out. Okay, Im done.


PS: I've found it and configured it 2 GMT+0800 Beijing. So there won't be this sorta problem again.

Life Struggler...

Im'ma be a life struggler real soon or I can say that Im already a life struggler. Because life ain't fair, U don't know when n where I'll stab u in the back n run far far away into the place where u never ever find him.

BUT, SO WHAT?! Life's still life that u can't defeat. All u can do is exert urself to be the original u urself. I won't lose and Im pretty sure about it cuz I do believe that I have it in me. Just work harder n harder.

C'mon! lil-V. U can do it! U r gonna make it!

Alrighty! Time 2 record...

For so long a time without genuine n authentic blog, I finally've chosen this "Blogger" as my "LIFE SCROLL".

I just wanna spray more colors on it n make it feel like that Im still alive or kinda active. I dunno, maybe. This blog sorta like an inspirational place that Im gonna write my life on n on n on...