AME TV Series...

My Schedule:
1, Lost Season 5 (Jan. 2009) *Super Wanted*
2, 24 Season 7 (Jan. 2009) *Super Wanted*
3, 30 Rock
4, Heros
5, Supernatural
6, Ugly Betty
7, The rest of Prison Break Season 4

All right! I'll go after all of those ones when I return! I love AME TV Series

Photo Painting...

lil-party b4 Golden Eagle went 2 USA. Guess where I am?

Definition Of Me...

Me behind all hazel walls, surrounded by silence itself.
Squatting on quiet foundation, Waiting for dark redemption.

All right. Just conceptionally describing , not virtually.

Theory of Struggler...

The way 2 success ain't that easy to be found, n during this whole process Im kinda getting 2 know the ropes a lil bit that if u r not that irreplaceable, u r definitely NOT gonna make it. The day u really think that u have it in u n u really do, the day u r already dope!

Im always self-confident, positive. Surely I believe me myself n I'll find that way 2 success out some day in the future. As I said, life is a struggle n Im a life-struggler. Just keep it up!

What's Going On?

I can't help asking myself a same question, that is "What is going on in this world?" The effect of the subcrime mortgage crisis is just like a catastrophe raging over the whole world. Every lil things that we used 2 consider as "piece of cake" seems like a BIG obstacle sticking in front of us.

Im just wondering that under this kinda circumstance, what do we do 2 handle this? to make all of this up? Be good, Do right. Maybe this is the only way outta the mess.

Moving...

Me n my bro gotta switch the place where we live in now cuz it's a lil bit expensive that we kinda can't afford. Im crossing my fingers that everything is gonna be fine.

Amen!

Complex Emotion...

There is sth I want so bad but I gotta tell myself to control my eagerness in order to relieve the pain after I fall off the anticipation stage. I dunno. Maybe I should take it easy just like what I always say to some other guys but I just can't do it. It's like there is a lil monster out there in my heart, and I can't help catching him cuz if I don't do that, my interior landscape will be all eaten up by him. Also maybe I should low down my anticipation a lil bit cuz if sth really belong to me, it never run away, but if not, I just can't see it even it's exactly near 2 me.

Life's full of unexposed secrets that await u to open up. Maybe the one u want is just lying in the next secret box that u r gonna open up. Keep tying! Don't lose ur heart. Man! U'll eventually make it.

Self-catering

Self-catering is awesome! Yummy food r all by my own hands! lol! Sense of accomplishment is in me la! :0

Impulse...

I ain't had this kinda feeling for a long time that Im so willing 2 buy a real book in hand. I could call it impulse but that's cool anyway.

I like this book named "Currency Wars" by Song Hongbin. It's just like a huge hidden ice burg being emerged outta the surface of the economy water. The world economics is not as simple as ordinary people think it 2 be. These economy policies n rules r the most confidential stuff of a nation, untold stories n mysterious black walls r all over the place where u just canNOT find.

There r still too many questions 2 be answered. Let's just go n see.

Doing 9 to 5...

925,925,925... If u read these kinda numbers individually, it doesn't mean anything. But related 2 working stuff, this is totally a rule, regulation, restriction or sth. Well, u guys know quite well about it, right? It's 9 o'clock A.M. to 5 o'clock P.M. specifically in working area.

Yes, it indeed is a brand-new life for me n Im pretty sure that I could make it perfectly. But here is a collision that I can't balance my working time n spare time well cuz u know, it's a huge drop which compares ur spare time back 2 collage life with those in 925 life. At the beginning, I can't accustom 2 it n I felt like my world is crashing down n I was pretty exhausted. When I arrived home, I couldn't help falling down onto my bed n went asleep ASAP. I ain't got sufficient time 2 do whatever I like 2, just leaving me a small handful of time 2 SLEEP! Man! it's really a HUGE drop!

But actually, I've been through that kinda unbearable period that Im not able 2 do sth I like 2. Still, Im doing 925 but what the difference is that I gradually accustom 2 it n I could arrange my time properly. Thing r getting better, I ain't felt that exhausted no more, instead of that, Im energetic 2 face whatever comes in front of me. That's exactly what I wanna see. I've eventually been through that transitional awful time. Bingo!

Snow Dance...

Nov. 18th 2008-Snowing Day. Sth occurred 2 me when I was on the way 2 work on bus that I'd had an Internet ID named "Snow Dance" as I was watching snow flying bravely through mighty strong wind. It's beautiful, u know, n it's just like they were dancing out there n cheering that they'd finally got freedom of their own. They've been stuck in the middle of sky n waited for that "release point". Once started, they released themselves as long-caged animals would do.

Seems like I've got freedom too. Although tired as I am, hard like it always be, I eventually have freedom that I can be totally on my own, which I think it's cool cuz I don't wanna give my parents extra weight any more. I like this kinda feeling, get paid by my own hands. I believe that I can make it one day, I can achieve my goals step by step in years 2 come.

Away From the GIANT World...

I said that I'll keep all of u guys out there updated everyday but apparently, I ain't able 2 realize that kinda "dream" cuz I ain't have internet access back 2 where I live n during the busy working time, I ain't around the PC. So, that's just the way it is! It's just kinda like Im away from the GIANT world, United World, I dunno.

I'll do the best that I can 2 take good care of my "mini harbor". God bless me.

The Dandelion's Growing-up Ceremony...

Preface: Like a dandelion, my growing-up ceremony has come beside me. Time for me 2 fly n find out where in the world I belong.

In a new apartment is already a grown-up me. This is a sign, a milestone of the growing-up ceremony which represents that Im gonna start a brand-new life from the scratch. Life consists of thorn n honey from which u'll never know u r gonna get. But as for me, I'll say that Im NOT afraid of any unknown upcoming stuff cuz I do believe that I have it in me n as long as I have this faith, I can finally make it. I'll get more honey than thorn, totally.

PS: My whole family's got situation from 2008 on, I love my parents, I love my family. I'll get through all things with them together. Mom&Dad, just take good care of urselves especially ur health, there is nothing more important than this. The last word Im gonna say here is BELIEVE. Everything is gonna be all right.

Vivid Lesson...

"If there is someone out there guiding u all the way 2 the light, u'll never be in the dark." Yes, this is obviously correct. I did experience this today n Im gonna say, "Sister GAO, I do worship u! There's nothing more 2 say but the powerful execution." U taught me a vivid lesson today n I'd learnt tremendously a lot from it. Thank u.

I know u r like that kinda person who is always giving others the cold side of ur personalities. But actually u ain't like the person others thought u 2 be. U r like cold outside 2 someone new or not that familiar but warm inside 2 those well-known ones.

Well, anyway, I thank u for what U'd taught me n Im'ma keep experiencing n obtaining.

I Gotta Keep It Up...

I almost lose my initiative 2 log on n keep my "mini harbor" updated cuz I feel sorta tired n the supply of electricity had been cut off. Reasonably, it's the right time for me 2 go 2 bed n have a nice sleep but the moment when I realize that my "mini harbor" ain't been updated, decisively, I open up my laptop n log on Blogger n start 2 write today's journal, umm... , diary, 2 be more exact.

Sometimes, maybe just a lil bit persistence, just hold on one more time, one more second, minute, hour, day, year... Things won't be like what it'd be. So, every time u come across this kinda situation, call ur persistence up n he's definitely help u outta there n get exactly what u want.